When Bitterness Can Be Sweet...

Never seen a block as large as the one sitting in front of me now. Nothing now in more than two weeks, just blankness where Stuart is concerned. I say where Stu is concerned because some creativeness is flowing, slowly, but within the musical side of my battered muse. A song is slowly being created, working title of "In Your Tide", that is full of bitterness and bile. Don't think it will ever see the light of day, not without being toned down. The feelings within it are magnified for poetic purposes, but the germ is real.

As for the book, I don't know what is happening, there is just no momentum at the moment. Maybe it is because the last few chapters have been such an emotional ride for me that I need to have a recharge of the batteries. Maybe it is because of hidden reasons or maybe it is because I know that, deep inside, what I am doing is a worthless piece of shit. We shall see, possibly.